One Word..Wow!

finally came back..very very tired..
honestly, i've gone there for several times..
but this is the most special ever..
in my lifetime..i believe..
laugh out loud..cuz i'm very happy..
cheers~ ^0^

yet after this..
signifying another stuff..
time for another dash..
i'm ready for that, pretty sure..
as a student..
i have to put something aside..
not trying to let everything, no matter tiny or huge..
be a stone that hampers my way..
i want no psychological barrier to success!!

Go! Go!
Pop out of my mind!! ^0^

as u see..
ur brainwashing during our vacation is not a waste..
i'm already motivating myself..
nerves on the run..after 27 days..
i have no idea with how will my results be..
still, the past casts a gloom over my confidence..
the only thing which is inglorious is..
i'm failed to remove it..i know it's been a long time..
but when it does reach the time, what can be done?

well, honestly..
i don't have the courage to think twice..
since i'm very happy right now ^0^

Just The Beginning..

yipee, it's all a new day..
u know what?
nothing, just feel very happy..the great one..(yeah~)

finally..i'm able to spend time with them..
everything goes on like before, hahax!!
i like the feels..love it very very much..
u all still behaving that way..
pulling us out of the bookstore..
listen here..we haven't finish enjoying..u all gonna pay that..>.<

looking everyone was romping about..
i'm wondering when would the scene show up like this again..
of cuz it will be in my mind, always..
i mean in the real-life..
bcuz there's somebody of our gang will be flying soon..
n he's the third-dearest one to me..(yeah, it's u..lol)
asking what's going to happen after few years..
u declared that nothing will take place, the only thing is..
i will be mature a great deal over it..

mature..a strange word for me..
i never handle anything this way..
since u're always by my side to help me covering all the holes i've made..
but after a few months..maybe, was just guessing..
u will be heading to another country..it's impossible for u to fly here and there..kekeh..
no worries, i'm already having the ability to take care of myself..
i promise i won't hide anything unhappy or upset for myself kay..
i will call u immediately to spread out everything..^0^
that's a promise, u must trust it..
hey c'mon, u really have to be confident in me..
love u n the gang (cynthie, hawaii, vincel, yenying) n all~


P.S. Actually i've had a word for u heading to UK..it is..
don't forget to SMILE..although i know ur smile is just for me (XD, self-interested-ING..hey but that's the truth!!)..u know why i told u that..bcuz ppl would have a hard time communicating with an ICE!! =P

Big Headache >.<

i was just murmured..
it's been a long time i didn't fall sick..
the next morning waking up..
gosh, i've got a fever..
>.< it's a very very hard time for me..
that day our band got a performance at gurney..

well, u asked me to get back n rest..
in fact, i can't..
it's such an irresponsible act..
still, i took med there..
probably i was sweating n everything seemed to be still-okay mode XD
eating Chicken McNugget n drinking coke.. (omg!!!)

my best friend, Miss Itik, keep urging me to ask that fellow to come..
T.T i don't really want u to come, sweet..(forgive me XD)
i looked really ugly on that suit..
after getting back home, i slept till the next day..
i'm still waiting for someone to break my sleeping-time record..
perhaps, no one..=)

Congrate!

well, my dear sis..
i do really feel proud of u, well done!
i know u'll score that way, though..
still, it makes me happy when noticing u're so high..
nice smile..
u're totally a clever girl..^0^
don't forget ur mission..XD
ur pic with him..(sly smile)

sometimes, gotta admit that..
u're bad-tempered..
so, u've to appreciate that luckily u've got a sis..
who always ready to forgive..lol..

envy-ING u..
we both have a different brain..
visibly, u're much more clever than me..
even though u're younger than me, u know my syllabus..
n sometimes, i need ur teaching..hahax!!

u're such a great one..
forever, in my heart..
keep going in pursuit of ur dreams..
supporting!! ^0^

Satisfaction..

boring..
oh god, is that what can be done?
i miss the time before exam..
that's when we're all fighting to win in a sprint..
after exam..haiz..
reading..
reading without a target..
will that turn into succeed in the end..?

well, facebook?
nothing can be done there except for chatting..
shopping..
almost have it every week..
som..so that's what called the life after exam..
like a zombie..
heh..what an inglorious defeat..

by the way, hey u're almost done (u know i'm speaking of u, it's inconvenient to spread ur name here)..
distance is nothing..
just make sure u keep that promise..
if not..heeee..
ur ashes will be scattered in every corner of the world..XD
well, congrate!!
i'm fulfilled in ur presence..^0^

Little or Nothing..

what a dash!
well, i hope i will be able to catch up the syllabus..
ha..what a mess..
everything seems to be within my control..of cuz, a good sign..
but could it longlast..?
if yes, how long would it be..?

it's like the realistic, almost..
nothing is worth to be longlasted, probably bcuz no one would deal with it..
unless, it's the fool..perhaps..(sigh-ing)
i'm sorry that u've noticed that i'm still struggling..but it's hardly to be hidden n keep relaxing..
yes, i'm struggling, between the confusions..

well, think in a bright way..
everyone may have a hard time to go through, the problem is just the timing..
once we break the enclosure, we're able to see the light..
n now, our mission is..distance..
heh, i would like u to know..i hate everything that comes in distance..
distance makes me a hallucinatory sky..

yet, dun u get confuse alright..?
for me, i would like to tell u that, u really have to treasure it..
it can make u a bright future..XD n i'm waiting for the moment..
we'll be here waiting for ur presence when it's the summer holidays or whatever..
u're still having a long long time..it's not yet a rush, i just want u to know my exact thinking..
cuz it's hard for me to tell u on the phone or by word of mouth..lol..
thinking of the reason i immediately got the weird idea?
well, the first n the last of all..
it's just that i love u..
between, i'm so sure that they r, too..

P.S. i know u will come around n read this..i've told u mine, the rest r all depend on u..i know u're always there as what u used to say to me all the time..XD