For-Ever..

life..
simple word which means a lot,
long journey..
yet we won't ever reach the end..
we'll just have to walk along,
with appreciation..
then we won't have to regret on anything..
a colourful background by treasuring,
and a huge damage by spoiling..

am fully exhausted..
something to discover,
slowly i know what it meant to me..
haz..anyone to tell what will be the endings..
i've always expected for a fascination,
and i'm going to break the wall,
so that i could walk through this by my own..

i know,
there are shoulders for me to lay on..
but i always wish to get up myself and continue to what i've missed..
transform your shoulders to your comfort, is that alright?
with sweat, tears and blood..
yet it's possible for me to ignore that,
just to reach the destination,
that's what i'm hoping for..
i'll stop others' thinking that i'm a dependant girl..

by the way..
for you,
you'll just have to lend a hand for supporting me..
and what i want you to remember is,
you do have the mystical powers converting my sadness immediately to a high mode..
so don't you have worries on that matter again ^0^

Realization of The Figures..

at last,
my pc has come back..lol
yet i still need some time getting used to it, kekeh!

freak, what a busy year..
lacking time for pc,
lacking time for television programmes,
lacking time for noon-sleeping.....
haih~
briefly, i lack time for myself..
controlled by schooling programmes T.T
how could this be..

yet, on friday..
during civic lesson, it was found that there's something to be learnt..
it has changed my first impression towards the teacher ^0^
finally i realized..

~spirit~
to be ourselves and always on top of the pride,
what've held our head high since we're able to compare between good and evil..
~soul~
we're the souls that control our emotion..
let's not being controlled..
~body~
our health..
no doubt, it's totally a must..

for english lessons,
hahax! immediately being refreshed..
i love that teacher so so so much..
enhancing our general knowledge, wow!
"Dear is to deer as rows is to Rose"
OH.MY.GOD
is there anyone to form a sentence with this phrase? =)

it's the understanding of gratitude,
which signifies the sense of achievement..
for now..
and forever..

Totally Freeze..

freezing..
i do hate that very much,
why can people be like that huh..
i'm already fed up with that stuff which causes my brain hazy..
it's been repeated,
and i've got only a clue,
which is much inconvenient for me to say it out loud..
i've tried my very best to treat it positively,
but you all are those making disturbs on it..

as for today's lesson, quite mischieve..
well, our teacher asked us to write an essay on ourselves..
yeah, you're not mistaken..
"myself" was the title of the essay..
a topic seemed to be the easiest, in fact..
it was the hardest among the essays i've written before..
confused for a while,
finally i made a move..
the more i've written, the more hillarious i found it could be..lol..
it was a huge shame when a secondary student is failed to complete a primary work..

oh god..
my dear teacher,
finally i've got your signal of challenging..
yet, i think it's the purest essay that i've written..
do you know why? hehe..
bcuz i found that it's the only essay that i don't need reference books..
thinking while writing without preparing,
how wonderful it is if i could be like this during the essay examinations in our school..
haih, my weekly timetable has already been "booked" fully by tuition centres..
and that causes me to force myself quitting the string club,
feeling somehow heavy to leave the club..
how desperate!

finally i've tasted that,
the feeling of sacrificing something that you've liked it much..

Happy School-Resuming!!!

longing passionate..
to be in the school with my best friends..
yay..kekeh..
yet, not everything comes in a smooth pace..
for instance, we've been scolded for late to the class after recess..
c'mon, it's only for five minutes,
haih..only the first day,
but what i curious about is..
does that matter anyway?
OH.MY.GOD you've took it over-serious..
what i need to thank you is,
finally i was put in a sense of motivation..
well, i'll let you know which grade i'm actually in..

again, another oh-no,
some noob guys were in my class T.T
and some teachers are really..
fortunately only one or two..
whatever it is..
nothing is going to bring me down that easily..
bcuz i'll never think about putting those in my mind..
just small little dusty stuff..

maybe still a little not used to the atmosohere or what..
grr..i don't really like the place where i'm studying now..
without any air movement but only the sunlight which makes us feel dizzy..
and so long i've never been waking up that early..
nearly fell asleep in the class..sob-ING
i think i just need time for it..
haiz..every syllabus has changed into a very tough mode..
God Bless Me~ lol

yeah, i can overcome this!!
nothing can knock down my grade!! ^0^