My Whole World..

.. Chung Ling High School Butterworth Wind Orchestra.
See what have we done huh?

well, this time we'd made the rightest thing!!
yay!! we made it we made it!!
well done everybody!!
I just can't believe this.

deep in my heart core..
Twas so pleased to see the expressions on each and everyone of you while we're waiting for the results to be announced. =D
the way we've hugged together so tightly,
the way we held hands together, comforting each other that everything will be just right..
you guys let me realise how does "One Band One Soul" make sense..
deepest THANKS to those who involved, including the helpers of course..
they shouldn't have being left out, too!

but guys,
you might take a short breath for this very one time and we need to keep on going..
I actually mean the next road which may lead us to the victories. =]
there's no point at which you can say,
"Well, I'm successful now. I might as well take a nap." haha.

the time we punched the air of triumph, like last night..
it actually means something.
we have to work even harder than before instead of "running" on the same line..
indeed we have to go beyond the boundary..
it's the beginning,
but don't ever be despair..

just keep on moving with an aim,
yet don't aim for success..
just do what you love and believe in, and it will come naturally.
didn't we do the same thing last night?
the only key to open the door is actually,
to enjoy the pieces and put your soul in them..
playing the notes as you're singing on top of the hills..

see that?
it does really work!!
success would mean for everyone who works hard! =D
All The Best CLBWO!
we've made the first move! keep on going!

Take Your Sweet Time..

It isn't a crime to want..
A little space to breathe.
But you will be fine,
The sun again will shine on you..
Whatever you do..

Take your sweet, sweet time..
I will be here when you change your mind,
Take your sweet, sweet time..
I will be here for you baby,
Anytime..

I'm feeling you pull away..
'cause letting go isnt easy for me.
But you'll never fly,
With someone else's wings, I know..
Wherever you go..

I will never stand in your way,
Wherever your heart may lead you,
I will love you the same..
And I will be your comfort every day,
Do you hear the words I say?

Let It Go..

finally..
seemingly everything is over..

but I'm wondering why..
since it is, I don't feel anything which is related to the word "free"..
urgh!
something is going on in a complicated way..
I blame myself..
for I couldn't figure things out..
I think I did blur your thoughts, huh?
my apology upon this. haha.

resembling a bullet which was being shooted through my heart,
burning my entire body..
it's totally a shit.

it should be a nice day..

just imagine one of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.

but that isn't the one which has made the way..
there are other stuff,
and you know what?
I'm trying to let it go, very hard..
but sooner or later,
I'll be punching the air of triumph, haha!

well, well, well.
just stop mentioning it now..

hey! you know what?
for this very last day of the school,
we received some of the papers.
phew! fortunately..
I scored Quite well, for certain subjects so far, though..
at this point..
I think I've made another way for myself to go through.
haha, don't you think it's kinda pleased? ^-^

it's all about Steven D. Woodhull,
you've got a lot of choices..
if getting out of bed in the morning is a chore and you're not smiling on a regular basis..
try another choice!

my fellow friends,
I do hope that you could figure something out from that.
for every single thing which passes and goes..
they mean something. ^o^

Does or Doesn't..

Hullo..
I'm back here..
just to make sure of you.. =D

<<16th November 2010>>
having a short break for one day,
and we students are going back to the battlefield again..
for the last shot!
yeah, let's work hard together.
thinking of doing the best..

listening to my currently-favourite song..
Speak Now by Taylor Swift.. =]
undoubtedly a very great song!
I love you Taylor, you look great..
just the favoured way..

"I hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace.
There’s the silence, there’s my last chance,
I stand up with shaky hands, all eyes on me..
Horrified looks from everyone in the room.
But I’m only looking at you."

I told myself..
speak now girl!
whatever that has crossed your mind..
I have my right to blurt out what i feel..
well, of course..
you do have the right to opt whether you're going to listen..
unless..
you're not ready.
stay behind me then, haha..

George Gordon,

Here's a sigh to those who love me..
and a smile to those who hate..
and whatever sky's above me..
..Here's a heart for every fate.

if only we could give ourselves the opportunity..
we could actually figure out what it takes right..

don't you think that we should really try it out?
just because we could..
..we will be the ruler of our mind.

The "May"sss...

for these seven days, a week..
i may find myself in relaxed mode,
i may find myself in desperation,
or even..
the happy hour!!

yeah, that's right!
i have really had a great time with you guys during the camp..
especially group 4,
which has 16 members who come from..
Chung Ling Butterworth, Penang and Private, NUS High School, Pui Ching Middle School, He Shan High School, Dunman High School, Hwa Chong High School and Vietnam High School..
cool~

we've had pretty great time together during discussions, sharing humorous stuff which happened around us and the most horrifying part--Truth or Dare.. =S
i miss the time when Albee Shared some little secrets with me..
i miss the time when Angus learnt a few Hokkiens (the way he pronouns them, you would really LAUGH OUT LOUD!!)..
i miss the time we had our night hunt and Hey!! We won the first place!!
that's our teamwork..muuaaaaxxxx!!

miss you guys..
that much which could hardly be described using words and handwriting..
i felt nothing during the 3rd and 4th day,
i was really happy spending time with all of you that i forgot that we'll soon be separated..
on the 5th and 6th day, i started to comfort myself,
telling myself that we will have a great great time..TOGETHER
yeah, that's it..
the final day had come..
because we did really spend a great time together,
i felt so desperate that it might be our last meeting..
the hugs and the tears..
well, i really love you guys!! really..

wondering when will we meet each other again..
it seems like,
the infinity...
you'd come into my life and quickly go..
staying for a while,
leaving footprints on the heart,
and we are never, ever the same..
<>

Striking..

aah~
i'm back to my world, finally..
feeling stucked..
stucked with those empty stuff,
oh god 0_0!! i have no idea what's actually going on with me..

holding those papers,
i feel like dying..
i almost gave up everything which i think is possible,
throwing myself in the study room..
i made a promise,
i shall get something extraordinary in 2A..

what lies behind us and what lies before us,
are tiny matters compared to what lies within us..
i fully count on this..
i won't let anyone to look down on me..
no matter in whichever sort of stuff,
within my pride..
only one single "guest" is welcomed,
Applause..

i may only seek but not find it,
but at lease i've blazed my own path..
a path which leads only to a target..
Focus.Focus.Focus
it won't be too bad,
only to know where to hold,
and where shall one get into this time..

some words for one of my friends..
you might be surprised finding me to be so care for you..
but honestly,
i don't wish to see you pressing yourself in a negative way,
the results owing to that will be far too different with you looking at it in an ordinary way..
it's only a starting point,
if you're spoiled,
there's no other way to continue until the end..

Background Scene..

sending my mommy to the airport,
wondering how would everything be when she's in New Zealand..

by the way, a sly smile appeared on me..
hehe, great!
she did not find out yet..

stop thinking of whatever negative eh,

in fact, it was the Mothers' Day card..
as soon as i returned home this afternoon,
she wasn't at home,
and i hid the card in her wintercoat XD
i was so excited and sufficiently satisfied with my Action, haha!!
thinking of the expression mommy's got when she takes out the wintercoat...
next, wearing it,
found something rectangular in it, Wahahah!!
you must be thinking that i'd driven crazy..
L.O.L

maybe..
mothers only hold their children's hands for a short while,
but as their hearts, it is forever..
that's the reason i never think myself to be crazy on that kind of stuff (=

i'm here to tell you, my dearest mommy..
<< I LOVE YOU >>
that sort of love which would never end,
nor will it no matter how far the distance we've been separated ^-^

it isn't a story of one,
but the story of the mysterious sense within our hearts..
need not the help of a string to be tied, the hearts were closer than they are..
i will always receive the warmest hug, whenever i was overwhelmed by the plough of desperation..
the voice keeps jingling beside my ear,
"don't be afraid, everything will be such fine."
immediately,
you can see the smile on my face,
again ^-^

Mom! Happy Mothers' Day!!

A Lesson.. *Part I

phew, exhausted after "series" of sports..
O.M.I.G.O.D
the class had suddenly switched to a very high mode!
cheering for "barly" with no reason..
yeah, without any reason..
that's what called the class 4SA2, hehe~

many students disappeared after recess,
and only few students were sitting for the Chinese Language lesson (*dull)
luckily, the interesting part had finally come..
a discussion about the emotional quotient,
which is mainly called EQ nowadays..

hey!
an all-new equation formed,
<<20% IQ + 80% EQ = Success>>
noticed something?
yeah, IQ could only be the one-fifth of the whole cake..
during the ancient times, it was believed that IQ stood all the chances,
but now, yes, EQ has fought the crown back!
we're not likely to be controlled..
yet, most of the time,
people failed to control themselves..

i was asked,
"if one day, somebody keeps spoiling on you, what will you do?"
as a reply,
"c'mon, i could do nothing with it. what can i do was just standing aside and waiting for her/his next spoiling-plan about me."
of course, that is other's attitude problem,
can i do anything with them? no!

feelings are much like waves,
we can't stop them from coming but we can choose which one to surf..

ignoring the spoiling-plan,
i'm so sure that it's a threat for her/him..
don't you think the same way?
someone who tends to spoil you hopes to see that you're angry,
then you'll leave the group or a company, yourself..
see that?
then you, the innocent,
will be the loser, again..
that's not important, though..
what important is,
you are giving your chances to the "devils",
who would never appreciated you..

hey guys!
i learnt a new thing during school today!
cheer ^-^

A Manoeuvre...

yesterday, an essay competition was held..
and i chose the second title:
"The Things I Treasure The Most in My Life"

yet, i have wriiten it in my own way.
i removed the "s" in the word "Things"..
having no idea whether it's a right statement,
for me, 'Twas the wrong one..
sincerely, in my mind,
"the most...in my life" is one of a kind,
so i considered it as one, lol..

immediately, one thought appeared..
i inserted "love" as the element of the whole essay..
why not?
back to this reality,
is there anyone need not to be loved?
simultaneously,
"yes, of course there is!" won't be the answer..

The obscure we see eventually.
The completely obvious, it seems, takes longer.

it only takes time to be figured out,
unless you're one of the cold-blooded creatures..

this morning, we've spent plenty of our schooling periods to practise the formation..
which will be presented during the School Sports Day..
oh my god!
you could hardly imagine how uncomfortable am i..
having a body of sticky sweats after the practice,
we're then told to continue our lessons..
grrr!! i can't believe it..
the very first time,
i'm sweating as it were raining..
the very first time,
i'm sweating as my sweat glands are burst!
my mood swiftly turned down,
and it only rose up when there is a cooling breeze..

P.S. Hey! Don't you have any misunderstanding with my personality. I'm not a moody girl. I would feel down only when the feeling of uncomfortable is really really a BIG BIG one!

Hopeful...

doubtlessly, trombone section is the best!
for now and forever..
this afternoon, we've had our sectional practice!
yoohoo, everything achieved was beyond my expection!
we've done it well!!
it's only three of us, though.
but at lease, we've got what we've always wanted!
thanks guys~ it's our hardwork, we deserve it..

okay, now.
our principle: "ignore those who are absent, most importantly to let ourselves look great. All The Time!"

Take your life in your own hands, and what happens?
A terrible thing: no one to blame.
we've no right to make sure everyone's present,
yet, as long as we're doing well,
we've the rights to show them what they have missed!

Thursday,
i heard something from one of my schoolmates..
"Having dreams of your future is only an imagination. To back to the future in reality, perhaps you need to wake yourself up."
c'mon~ it's only the first fall of your life..
don't let the "evil" desperation envelope you, will you?
i'm certainly not agree with your words..
in fact, one must have dreams..
you might think that i'm taking a risk..
yes! so what? does that sufficiently fear you?
be brave to dream for a mansion of yours, a luxury car of yours, a company of yours!
do you know why?

it's your future!
WE,
created our future!
which means, to dream for the future resembles setting a target in your life..
you would have to fight for your target, your future..
it makes no sense of thinking a dream is only an imagination, something that appears like the way the supernatural does..
you need to stay awake and chilled,
don't ever say you wish to collect your previous steps back and go on for the second journey..
no way! you are dumping yourself in the dustbin..
the failure this time was only the beginning,
the journey never ends...

Les éternités...

getting back my results,
there are further high and low of flowings through my heart core..
so sick with the moral examination..
grrr, i've no idea with what the scheme want us to do,
as a result,
many marks were deducted there..
why must our government force us taking examinations of moral values and chinese language?

i don't think they do make sense no matter in which corner of this world, do they?
and the changing of the scheme of SPM, again!
omigod, everything is totally freak me out..
they are just trying to control the amount of JPA scholars,
especially the Chinese students in Penang..
haz, i'm so envy of those studying in International School,
be able to learn whatever they are interested in and many disciplines to be chosen..

well, a practice held in the morning..
and something happened to be freaking me out..

curiosity overwhelmed me,
does it really matter listening to the words of those who is younger than you?
they, i mean the words, don't seem to be something which is "pain-hearing",
but why can someone ignore them so easily?

please!
not to sort everyone according to their ages or experiences..
i'm here telling you,
you are only a senior who walked on the pavement slightly further than us,
and that doesn't mean that you have such thinking which is absolutely right..
we're not the gods, even gods make mistakes..
what to say about a usual human..

no matter whoever you are,
or wherever you are,
you are always in the WRONG if you are rude..

i'm not going to apologize for anything that doesn't set up a reasonable case..
no matter which stage are you in or what status of you right now,
for me, it's only a rubbish,
and only rubbish could treasure the rubbish.

Part Of...

tomorrow will be the last day for this first-term holiday,
woohoo! i find myself so excited of it..
maybe the sense of anxiety does share with it..
that is,

I AM GOING TO TAKE BACK MY RESULTS!!!

whoa, wondering which grade i'm in..
especially for the three main branches of science XD
i need to strengthen my chemistry,
i want and i have to..
blah blah blah..
my friends are sick with me, all..
no doubts, me too sick of my own behaviour,
sweat, sweat, sweat!!!

hey, i was just kind of displaying a nice carpet for my own journey..
it shouldn't only be an imagination, hehex!!
perhaps..
imagination is only an intelligence of making fun..
doesn't seem to be the right path..

certainly, there's one thing i hate being in school..
surely everyone in my class abhors the same thing..
grrr, our
MALAY.LANGUAGE.TEACHER

i do really mad at him,
only to choose one or two students for the competition,
the whole-class students must prepare a topic each, ROOOAR!!!
honestly, i don't even prepare for my oral presentation..
what to say even this kind of lame stuff,
wasting my precious time, haz..

nevermind,
be patient for only four days,
i will be relax when reaching walt's house..
yay yay!!
delicious food and the attraction of those musical instruments..sharing of secretzz on the bed..
shhh, cyn..that's your favourite,
others will probably fall asleep, hahax!!

20 minutes later..
i will be heading to the cinema for the movie Alice In Wonderland..
hahax!!
so, bye for now~

P.S. Anyone with any knowing about scholarships, please do inform me..really in rush for that stuff..
.T.H.X.

Dizzy Dizzy All Around..

oh dude!!
so sick with the great explore for scholarships, T.T
i do really have to find ways not to waste my parents' money on my studies..
so, where shall i start huh..
after the SPM, i'm afraid it had been too late..
before SPM, haz..
can i handle this?

among tons of researches,
Korean Scholarship attracts me the most..
but i have to spend a year for the Korean language,
another four years for anything i desire..
aih, that doesn't really work..
walt had asked me to apply for scholarships in any university in cambridge state..
c'mon, do you think that is possible?
i don't think so..
i'm not the one having a professional brain..

"just give it a try, you'll get it"

i'll get it..
heh, tickling..
you know i would not touch anything that doesn't belong to me now..
and for this, it is forever..
hey, studying together with you might be a good time,
but..
although i can handle this particular task,
doesn't mean that i can handle it..
Continuously, lol..

Failure is only an event, not a person.
i keep telling myself..
with powerful weapons, it is easy to go through every task..
and that brings in one meaning,
if i have a blunt sword, i should sharpen it before the battle begins,
that's what i wish to transfer to your mind..

i have to spend time strengthen every further hindrance of myself,
only prepare for the "battle"..
now, i'm still working on them..
hopefully..
everything will come to what i have wished for =)

for formation practice..
haih, the return of those experts totally brings us down,
super-hyper down..
during the moments we have under the sun and sweat-bathing,
maybe they had been in somewhere laughing or relaxing themselves..
didn't they are those who should put more efforts than anyone else who present in every practice?
yet they don't..
how dare they ask us to repeat every plan One By One with them,
which we had finished two days ago..
no fairness does exist.

Relief...

am enjoying my holiday!!
hm, the examination isn't that tough after all, except for Malay Language and Chinese Language, haz..
by overall, i think it won't be too itchy-eye, lol..

Blessed is the season which engages the whole world in a conspiracy of love!

so, not to always blame yourself,
if there's an obstacle, there's a way going through it..
it only depends on your mind..
i've thrown my holiday for the band schedule,
at lease this afternoon, each and everyone of us had shown some improvements,
applause!! ^-^ i'm so so so high of it..hey, i could see the efforts..
not counting in those who are selfish, they don't deserve it, never!
what we've learnt today, just keep on going, can everyone do that?

let's not bother those "experts", they are the authorities in marching, so..
what to say, they can handle it "well",
even if they only practise once..
listen here, you experts,
whatever it is, don't affect our hardworks WILL DO..

"coming to the practices is much more tired than the time during examination"
a phrase made by bs.
haha, that's quite true..
yet, i've seen that our tiredness doesn't flow away like the stream..
it's quite worthy yea..
not to desperate so early, some days when reaching the competition..
surely..
we can sense the spirits and the cheers..

under the hot sizzling sun, i admit that,
i behaved in an emo way..
lol, sorry for that but it doesn't really work if i try to be patient,
the one got "killed" the most was me,
so i think it's better for me to say my thinking out..

P.S. I do have a happy lunch time with you guys, haha, enjoying the bah-kut-teh. What a family-gathering feelings, and don't forget the star which is made using our bare hands, cool!
For other 5 Upl frenz--pity you guys, hardly have a hang-out (without me XD), but sure all of you will have your own band practice right? Hey, actually, all of you can always follow walt to come back his b'worth home then we'll meet at my house, sweetest regards ++for you guys++

Yaeee-Holiday!!

it's been such a long time i didn't come along here,
right now..
here am i!! ^-^
no doubt, which i trust everybody will be really happy during this holiday..
my Very First event,
Happy Chinese New Year!!
the first day of it, 12.00 a.m.
everyone was busy sending greeting message and the mobile phone kept ringing until it nearly burst.. XD
i bet everyone is getting their huge huge "angpao", lol..

between, Valentines Day is coming forward to be stood out with Chinese New Year, too yea..
hehex, is it a happy hour?
or it's in the confusion?

as for this event..

what a SurprisE!!

hm, i need to thank the five of you,
cuz i know that hard work might be needed..
lol, actually, i could see that it wasn't an easy preparation through the celebration and all that "functions"..
thank you walt, thank you cyn, thank you hawaii, thank you vincel and lastly, thank you vex ^-^
i think it's surely a strange scene, which there are six people celebrating Valentines together, awesome~
to be honest, i'm really HAPPIE!!!
oh ya, something has been forgotten..
i need to thank my family, too..allowing me to hang out =)

the next thing which makes me happy is,
yen's coming back from S'pore!!
we've been chatting in Blogger's Cafe until the time reaches midnight..
hehe, i'm glad to know that you're having a comfortable life there, yen..
our lives, schooling system, examinations, ex-classmates etc. is what we've brought into our conversation..
hey, yen, when coming back on June..
do remember to bring those korean guyz here..kekeh!!
having a friend like you,
only i know that there's quite a huge range in education between our country and others..
M'sia education really sucks yea,
didn't the government ever notice that?
so, friends..
don't learn only what's in our syllabus,
that's totally useless for further studies..
haz..

Perplex..

what i've wanted to be,
finally displayed at my sight..
again for another few weeks, is our first-term examination..
oh god, i don't really think i can handle it WELL..
somehow not getting used to the syllabus..
it's been a very huge range..
hopefully everything will be in my expectations, haz..

yesterday, after having a tough time,
i've been thrown in a conversation..
a distance friendship,
there's only little people trusting it..
is this the reality? i hope it won't be..
yet, after thinking it again and again,
finally i realized it, slightly..

"Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower." Albert Camus
everything does have hopes in different sites right..
since we're failed having this,
still, we're able to figure out another option..
sincerely, i do feel fear on that case,
what if it became upside-down?

but really, we still have our study life like before, there's no difference..
is it because i'm already used to it,
or i had never tried to remember it..
it really takes courage to grow up and become who you really are..
as for me, it's the most wonderful discovery,
be firm on my will until the day it happens on me..
since we never know when could it be..
therefore, it means.

It means Everything ^0^
trust your own feelings, my friend..

For-Ever..

life..
simple word which means a lot,
long journey..
yet we won't ever reach the end..
we'll just have to walk along,
with appreciation..
then we won't have to regret on anything..
a colourful background by treasuring,
and a huge damage by spoiling..

am fully exhausted..
something to discover,
slowly i know what it meant to me..
haz..anyone to tell what will be the endings..
i've always expected for a fascination,
and i'm going to break the wall,
so that i could walk through this by my own..

i know,
there are shoulders for me to lay on..
but i always wish to get up myself and continue to what i've missed..
transform your shoulders to your comfort, is that alright?
with sweat, tears and blood..
yet it's possible for me to ignore that,
just to reach the destination,
that's what i'm hoping for..
i'll stop others' thinking that i'm a dependant girl..

by the way..
for you,
you'll just have to lend a hand for supporting me..
and what i want you to remember is,
you do have the mystical powers converting my sadness immediately to a high mode..
so don't you have worries on that matter again ^0^

Realization of The Figures..

at last,
my pc has come back..lol
yet i still need some time getting used to it, kekeh!

freak, what a busy year..
lacking time for pc,
lacking time for television programmes,
lacking time for noon-sleeping.....
haih~
briefly, i lack time for myself..
controlled by schooling programmes T.T
how could this be..

yet, on friday..
during civic lesson, it was found that there's something to be learnt..
it has changed my first impression towards the teacher ^0^
finally i realized..

~spirit~
to be ourselves and always on top of the pride,
what've held our head high since we're able to compare between good and evil..
~soul~
we're the souls that control our emotion..
let's not being controlled..
~body~
our health..
no doubt, it's totally a must..

for english lessons,
hahax! immediately being refreshed..
i love that teacher so so so much..
enhancing our general knowledge, wow!
"Dear is to deer as rows is to Rose"
OH.MY.GOD
is there anyone to form a sentence with this phrase? =)

it's the understanding of gratitude,
which signifies the sense of achievement..
for now..
and forever..

Totally Freeze..

freezing..
i do hate that very much,
why can people be like that huh..
i'm already fed up with that stuff which causes my brain hazy..
it's been repeated,
and i've got only a clue,
which is much inconvenient for me to say it out loud..
i've tried my very best to treat it positively,
but you all are those making disturbs on it..

as for today's lesson, quite mischieve..
well, our teacher asked us to write an essay on ourselves..
yeah, you're not mistaken..
"myself" was the title of the essay..
a topic seemed to be the easiest, in fact..
it was the hardest among the essays i've written before..
confused for a while,
finally i made a move..
the more i've written, the more hillarious i found it could be..lol..
it was a huge shame when a secondary student is failed to complete a primary work..

oh god..
my dear teacher,
finally i've got your signal of challenging..
yet, i think it's the purest essay that i've written..
do you know why? hehe..
bcuz i found that it's the only essay that i don't need reference books..
thinking while writing without preparing,
how wonderful it is if i could be like this during the essay examinations in our school..
haih, my weekly timetable has already been "booked" fully by tuition centres..
and that causes me to force myself quitting the string club,
feeling somehow heavy to leave the club..
how desperate!

finally i've tasted that,
the feeling of sacrificing something that you've liked it much..

Happy School-Resuming!!!

longing passionate..
to be in the school with my best friends..
yay..kekeh..
yet, not everything comes in a smooth pace..
for instance, we've been scolded for late to the class after recess..
c'mon, it's only for five minutes,
haih..only the first day,
but what i curious about is..
does that matter anyway?
OH.MY.GOD you've took it over-serious..
what i need to thank you is,
finally i was put in a sense of motivation..
well, i'll let you know which grade i'm actually in..

again, another oh-no,
some noob guys were in my class T.T
and some teachers are really..
fortunately only one or two..
whatever it is..
nothing is going to bring me down that easily..
bcuz i'll never think about putting those in my mind..
just small little dusty stuff..

maybe still a little not used to the atmosohere or what..
grr..i don't really like the place where i'm studying now..
without any air movement but only the sunlight which makes us feel dizzy..
and so long i've never been waking up that early..
nearly fell asleep in the class..sob-ING
i think i just need time for it..
haiz..every syllabus has changed into a very tough mode..
God Bless Me~ lol

yeah, i can overcome this!!
nothing can knock down my grade!! ^0^