Perplex..

what i've wanted to be,
finally displayed at my sight..
again for another few weeks, is our first-term examination..
oh god, i don't really think i can handle it WELL..
somehow not getting used to the syllabus..
it's been a very huge range..
hopefully everything will be in my expectations, haz..

yesterday, after having a tough time,
i've been thrown in a conversation..
a distance friendship,
there's only little people trusting it..
is this the reality? i hope it won't be..
yet, after thinking it again and again,
finally i realized it, slightly..

"Autumn is a second spring when every leaf is a flower." Albert Camus
everything does have hopes in different sites right..
since we're failed having this,
still, we're able to figure out another option..
sincerely, i do feel fear on that case,
what if it became upside-down?

but really, we still have our study life like before, there's no difference..
is it because i'm already used to it,
or i had never tried to remember it..
it really takes courage to grow up and become who you really are..
as for me, it's the most wonderful discovery,
be firm on my will until the day it happens on me..
since we never know when could it be..
therefore, it means.

It means Everything ^0^
trust your own feelings, my friend..