The "May"sss...

for these seven days, a week..
i may find myself in relaxed mode,
i may find myself in desperation,
or even..
the happy hour!!

yeah, that's right!
i have really had a great time with you guys during the camp..
especially group 4,
which has 16 members who come from..
Chung Ling Butterworth, Penang and Private, NUS High School, Pui Ching Middle School, He Shan High School, Dunman High School, Hwa Chong High School and Vietnam High School..
cool~

we've had pretty great time together during discussions, sharing humorous stuff which happened around us and the most horrifying part--Truth or Dare.. =S
i miss the time when Albee Shared some little secrets with me..
i miss the time when Angus learnt a few Hokkiens (the way he pronouns them, you would really LAUGH OUT LOUD!!)..
i miss the time we had our night hunt and Hey!! We won the first place!!
that's our teamwork..muuaaaaxxxx!!

miss you guys..
that much which could hardly be described using words and handwriting..
i felt nothing during the 3rd and 4th day,
i was really happy spending time with all of you that i forgot that we'll soon be separated..
on the 5th and 6th day, i started to comfort myself,
telling myself that we will have a great great time..TOGETHER
yeah, that's it..
the final day had come..
because we did really spend a great time together,
i felt so desperate that it might be our last meeting..
the hugs and the tears..
well, i really love you guys!! really..

wondering when will we meet each other again..
it seems like,
the infinity...
you'd come into my life and quickly go..
staying for a while,
leaving footprints on the heart,
and we are never, ever the same..
<>

Striking..

aah~
i'm back to my world, finally..
feeling stucked..
stucked with those empty stuff,
oh god 0_0!! i have no idea what's actually going on with me..

holding those papers,
i feel like dying..
i almost gave up everything which i think is possible,
throwing myself in the study room..
i made a promise,
i shall get something extraordinary in 2A..

what lies behind us and what lies before us,
are tiny matters compared to what lies within us..
i fully count on this..
i won't let anyone to look down on me..
no matter in whichever sort of stuff,
within my pride..
only one single "guest" is welcomed,
Applause..

i may only seek but not find it,
but at lease i've blazed my own path..
a path which leads only to a target..
Focus.Focus.Focus
it won't be too bad,
only to know where to hold,
and where shall one get into this time..

some words for one of my friends..
you might be surprised finding me to be so care for you..
but honestly,
i don't wish to see you pressing yourself in a negative way,
the results owing to that will be far too different with you looking at it in an ordinary way..
it's only a starting point,
if you're spoiled,
there's no other way to continue until the end..