Striking..

aah~
i'm back to my world, finally..
feeling stucked..
stucked with those empty stuff,
oh god 0_0!! i have no idea what's actually going on with me..

holding those papers,
i feel like dying..
i almost gave up everything which i think is possible,
throwing myself in the study room..
i made a promise,
i shall get something extraordinary in 2A..

what lies behind us and what lies before us,
are tiny matters compared to what lies within us..
i fully count on this..
i won't let anyone to look down on me..
no matter in whichever sort of stuff,
within my pride..
only one single "guest" is welcomed,
Applause..

i may only seek but not find it,
but at lease i've blazed my own path..
a path which leads only to a target..
Focus.Focus.Focus
it won't be too bad,
only to know where to hold,
and where shall one get into this time..

some words for one of my friends..
you might be surprised finding me to be so care for you..
but honestly,
i don't wish to see you pressing yourself in a negative way,
the results owing to that will be far too different with you looking at it in an ordinary way..
it's only a starting point,
if you're spoiled,
there's no other way to continue until the end..