Dizzy Dizzy All Around..

oh dude!!
so sick with the great explore for scholarships, T.T
i do really have to find ways not to waste my parents' money on my studies..
so, where shall i start huh..
after the SPM, i'm afraid it had been too late..
before SPM, haz..
can i handle this?

among tons of researches,
Korean Scholarship attracts me the most..
but i have to spend a year for the Korean language,
another four years for anything i desire..
aih, that doesn't really work..
walt had asked me to apply for scholarships in any university in cambridge state..
c'mon, do you think that is possible?
i don't think so..
i'm not the one having a professional brain..

"just give it a try, you'll get it"

i'll get it..
heh, tickling..
you know i would not touch anything that doesn't belong to me now..
and for this, it is forever..
hey, studying together with you might be a good time,
but..
although i can handle this particular task,
doesn't mean that i can handle it..
Continuously, lol..

Failure is only an event, not a person.
i keep telling myself..
with powerful weapons, it is easy to go through every task..
and that brings in one meaning,
if i have a blunt sword, i should sharpen it before the battle begins,
that's what i wish to transfer to your mind..

i have to spend time strengthen every further hindrance of myself,
only prepare for the "battle"..
now, i'm still working on them..
hopefully..
everything will come to what i have wished for =)

for formation practice..
haih, the return of those experts totally brings us down,
super-hyper down..
during the moments we have under the sun and sweat-bathing,
maybe they had been in somewhere laughing or relaxing themselves..
didn't they are those who should put more efforts than anyone else who present in every practice?
yet they don't..
how dare they ask us to repeat every plan One By One with them,
which we had finished two days ago..
no fairness does exist.