Drowning Myself..

terengganu..
ergh, i thought it could be interesting, somehow..
yet it's totally different..
finally i realize,
i don't want anything by sponsoring..
the life sucks!!
i rather pay with my own money..
since you all sponsored that kind of stuff for us..
that dinner..
everything comes so grand..
well, within my imagination..
the very first step into the hall,
OH.MY.GOD
i can't believe it!!
damn damn YIKES..
wasting my time for one day only sitting in a bus,
and got that treat..hng!!
OFF..
for the last time..
don't ever plan anything like this anymore, rather no sponsoring..
we could be better..

between, our performance that day..
haih..
the judges' words do hurt us very much..
what then..
just keep them as a learning task..(that's what teacher told us)
wondering..
still couldn't figure it out..
why why why..
is there anyone giving an answer on my confusion?
why do we need to correct every mistake all over again like this..
yeah, ALL OVER AGAIN..
totally fed up with this..
can't you guys consider for others?
the moment of yours absence..
our prac will be considered as zero..
YOU ARE WASTING OUR PRECIOUS TIME..
i hate this..
why could someone be this irresponsible?
selfish!!!!!!!!!!
that's why we won't have any improvement..
mistakes have been repeated..
don't you guys, which absent for several times, ashamed of yourself..
if really, dislike attending those prac..
quit! yourself!
rather than affecting our improvements..

tomorrow, we'll be heading to KL..
self-tickling..
hoping for another miracle..
since it doesn't exist in the previous competition..